Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Hello! from Dublin, Killarney and Paris!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
5 hours and 10 minutes more..
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Yes, the bestest combination i ever tried. Peach bum with hot hot brownie. it's sourish, complements perfectly with the chocolatey brownie. oooooooohh
and the other one, plain crispy waffle topped with berry brandy! whoa.. the brandy was so strong, as compared to the other alcoholic flavors! nice nice.. ^_^
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Awesome Cinematics!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
First post-exam activity
Is a gift, for a dear friend who's leaving. So, we decided to make it for her, since she's been requesting it for sometime but i've just been too lazy to do it.
Almost done, before putting it to steam.
The final product, after the garnishing! so pretty! and smells so good, tastes even better! ^_^
I hope she likes it. And thanks for helping. tho i am so very upset at the biasedness of my mum during the entire process. grr.
Friday, June 5, 2009
THANKS TO ALL!!
really, i couldn't have done this without the support of everyone. the understanding of my bad tempers; the daily jokes to keep me happy; the encouragement to keep my morale up; the 'pretend nothing happened and let's have fun' to let me forget abt it sometimes and maintain my sanity; the prayers you included me in; the bearing with me ignoring you guys when you come around and have a chat coz i'm studying hard; the accomodating xb for her copilot.. all in all, THANKS! my next exam is in 2 yrs' time. til then.. life is great! hehe~
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
we have new friends from Finland! ^_^
Monday, June 1, 2009
thanks
I really hope the meeting at 3:30pm would go well. coz last week's meeting and presentation brought me back to square one. as though all my work and reading up was just wasted. went terribly. just wanted to dig a hole and jump in. wish i was never born.
Found this on my desk today by chance, while waiting for xb. ^_^ it was a note that brought me through university days. It's simple, but meaningful.
When you're down and troubled,
When you're sad and blue.
Just leave it to GOD
for GOD holds our tomorrow,
and He holds our hands.
^_^
yes, He holds my tomorrow, He holds my future. And I know He'd hold my hands as i go for meeting today, wednesday, and the final exam on friday :)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
missing IPOH.. and more =(
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
don't understand why people need to use those words. doesn't help the situation more when you use vulgarities you know. it doesn't turn the rain to sunshine. it doesn't stop drivers from cutting into your lane. it doesn't stop people from arrowing you to do work. it doesn't remove the stink of dog poo from your shoe. so why make it even worse by using such unpleasant sounding words? >.<
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
counting down... with distractions
And that's not all. amidst exam preparations, i am preparing for other major activities too! amongst it includes the europe trip. FINALLY, tickets have been booked. at almost half the rates that i was quoted a month ago! Thanks to the flu, as well as the capability of the other 2 going on the trip. Thank God for them! now for the decision of where in Europe to travel after tt. =P there're other things i am planning for too.. really exciting things.. things i have had wanted to do ages ago but found noone to do it with. Now i have found companion! but... it cannot be done unless if i pass the exam. So... i will not announce it til i pass. hehe.
back to the topic of exam. if not for the distractions, i think i'd be so stressed. maybe overly stressed. if not for friends who're around to support me and give me encouragement every moment of the day, i may have collapsed. Lin asked me to watch 'Facing the Giants', and i did. 3 times in 2 days, in fact. truly enough, it touched me. right smack. And the scene on the death crawl (embedded film), really felt like i am doing it now. and i will only be able to do it with the encouragement and support of all around me. Thank you Lord, for sending these people into my life. =)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Space, the final frontier...

And yes, he's quite cute. reminds me of a friend. who's not in town currently.
And the seats at grand cathay are nice, big and comfy. i like :)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Thanks
i tried so hard, to keep the tears at bay when you came in person today. put on a strong smile, i told myself. and indeed, it helps. no more of crying in front of everybody. first time because he left, second time because of the meaningful present. I think that is enough. i have a reputation to uphold. may i pick myself up again, and win the next showdown! =)
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Passage of the Day
This passage was brought to attention when i was talking to a friend today. It's a very popular story, and i've read it many times. But each time, it just gives extreme comfort to know that He's always there, no matter how many times I have wanted (oh have) turned my back to Him. Thank you Father, for your agape (unconditional) love. =)
The Parable of the Lost Son
11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.
17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.
21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.a]">[a]'
22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.
25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'
28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'
31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "
Luke 15:11-32
i'm asked to be more competitive. fight it out. yeah.. if it were a few yrs back, i wouldn't even need to be told to do so. I was so convicted to prove everyone wrong if they looked down on me. i was ready to fight back every professor's demeaning words, every obstacle anyone placed my way. but i have changed since then. I don't want to be so competitive anymore. But is it wrong? It seems like i was more ready then than now to do a phD, to compete with people and to fight my way into "the elite club". I don't want to bother about all these. I just want to do my research. I am not here to compete, i am not here to be on the right side of favouritism, not be here to prove i am the best. But yet, it seems like it is all part and parcel of the game. either you do it all, or do nothing at all. sigh. maybe it's time to go back to the old days? or is there some other way i can find a balance? i really don't feel like living tt kind of life anymore..
Evolution vs Creation
Assumptions in the evolution theory
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How the simple Chicken Egg defies evolution!
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Find more from "Incredible Creatures that defy Evolution"! ^_^
Thank you for all your prayers!
Thankfully, it went fine in the end. Of course i appeared really dumb and lacked all knowledge, but i was already prepared for the worst. Yeah, it's been so many years since i thought my life would be a big mess. gosh, the stress that made me all nauseous, which didn't help with the stench of the tumors i was working with in the morning before the meeting. The smell was still there after the meeting, but i felt alright! was even hungry due to the lunch i had skipped. Shows that the nauseousness was not from the stench, but anxiety! whoahaha... so old ler still stressed until like that. haha. well, i'm glad it's over. one month to piah now! >.<
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Philly Cheese Steak!
manz, i really miss philly. miss US. miss exchange. i wish i could go back there again, study there again, live there again. Why are we always never contented? hmm. i wonder if i would get to go there for my post doc?
Friday, May 1, 2009
Am I ready?
Coincidence? Really?
Sunday, April 26, 2009
it JUST has to happen together. WHY?
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Geez. i so need a break from all my activities. So tired out. All of a sudden, everyone's meeting up and organizing activities. Not that i'm complaining. I LOVE going out with my friends, and i love it when everyone is so spontaneous and we can easily spend time together without going through much hassle of planning. But, i think i am taking on too much. meeting too many different groups of friends, doing too many different things, picking up too many skills, making too many commitments. Need a break. gosh. but no opportunity to. howhowhow. can't wait for dive trip at the end of may, then europe 2 weeks later! noone will be able to ask me out then, and i can enjoy life at its simplest, and maybe slowest. ^_^
Saturday, April 25, 2009

Had wanted to watch with S and Wyee.. but we were unable to find a common time to go! How upsetting. Had to give up the idea of watching it. =(
Then.. TH suddenly mentioned that he also wanted to watch the musical! hahaha.. so wyee and i went to search for a new date to go... and did find one! and this time we managed to get student price summore! woohoo~ so much cheaper!
So, finally, after so much hassle, i finally watched Cats last night! ^_^ 4 months after the last musical in London... oh how i missed watching musicals. The moment the music started, i felt like i was in London again, watching my nightly musical, enjoying every moment of it. Can't wait for the next one to come to singapore!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Porridge steamboat!
and since i didn't take pictures yet again, i got this from sparklette.net. :)

Saturday, April 18, 2009
GEYLANG!
after the food, came a different highlight of the day. tour de geylang! woot! finally FINALLY got to walk around the red light district! thanks to friend who knows the way. hahahahaha. it was a wee bit early though, so we didn't see many girls. but i saw the houses. whoa, even have themes! and all pink/purple/red lights. i wonder if that really helps. hmm.
thank God for drivers, coz we got into the car (my first friend who owns a VW. and first person to choose a white car. but it's a beautiful car, i must say! wonder why noone else thinks of buying it) and went back for a drive through! it was later in the night by then, and yes, we saw many more people on the streets! all nationalities, all ages... Lor 10, 14, 16, 18, 20... yes, we did miss out 12. but it was abit messy driving thru tt area with all the guys desperate to get there. ah... there were many groups of NSmen! gosh.. with their meagerly pay still can.. and one even brought a guitar around. i wonder if it was an excuse to stay out late. then i saw something very funny. someone was zipping his pants in the middle of the streets! hahah.. we all figured he probably got a call from his wife and rushed out, forgetting to zip up his pants in the hurry. hehehehehe~
Thursday, April 16, 2009
planning trips are fun~
it isn't wonderful to plan things together and someone just drops the aeroplane (backs out)
and it sure sucks to be ignored.
FORTUNATELY, there's so many more things to be happy about
- traveling is always more fun when there're more people. cheers to the new travel buddy addition!
- it'd be fun staying in a villa rather than the usual boring hotel.
- europe's definitely good when there's more time to travel. what's more, it's my first time there! (excluding a wee bit of UK last yr lah)
- 2 scoops of icecream to myself over lunch
- 6 bars of kinder bueno in a single afternoon
- durian outing@geylang tomorrow!
hmm on 2nd thought maybe it was because i got ma PADI card last night. hehe~
Sunday, April 12, 2009
craving..

and talking about others making the decisions, i suddenly thought of what my sis blogged about lately. she'd mentioned it's nice to have other pple make the decisions at times. i totally agree with her. i know we live in a democratic society, and we like to open up the choices and let people have the opportunity to choose. but when choices get too vast, or when we don't even know what choices there are, it gets frustating. and when everyone around is so easy-going, no decisions are made. so it's always nice to have friends who say "ok we're doing xxx at yyy place at zzz time". fullstop. save me the trouble of thinking of what to do, where to go. coz honestly, my whole life is about planning and organizing things, i really appreciate it when i am given a break from all these, and someone else picks up the ball and makes the call. a big thank you to all who've made my life so much easier! ^_^
He is risen today! Yay! =)
- Doubting is contagious. yeah.. we are creatures that follow our peers so easily.
- Doubting is passive. don't have to do anything to doubt. so easy. (but then again, does it take much to believe?)
- Doubting satisfies our tendency towards self-protection. I think this is so very true. We seldom choose a path that we're unsure of whether we'd be harmed in the process. When risk assessment is not available, we just play safe. this is survival's instinct.
- Doubters are easier to find than friends of faith. I tribute this to the above 3 points.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Good Friday is so called for a reason..
- God is always ready to show his grace and love for us. But more often than not, we're the ones not ready to receive His grace and love for us.
- God did not buy you with gold or silver (the more valuable things in this world), but with something more precious than all things. More precious than a man's reputation or power or money. He bought you and I with the blood of Jesus Christ. (1 Peter 1:18-19)
- God sent His Son to die for our sins. A father would rather die, than to send his son to die. But God did not do that. He could have laid down all in the world for us, he could have laid down his own life for us. But to demonstrate His tremendous love for us, He chose to lay down what He loved the most, to sacrifice what mattered to Him the most--His Son, His most valuable possession. How great is this love that we are experiencing from God?
- Jesus suffered all wrong accusations, all sarcasms, ridicules, spits and slaps from people, but he beared with it all. He did not call on his legion of angels that he could have done so. He just beared with it all. Because He loved us. He became the object of sin, took all the sin in the world upon himself, upon the lamb without blemish, so that he may save us from the wrath of God because of our sins. In Gethsemane, Jesus had said that if He asked His Father, more than twelve legions of angels would be at His disposal. The power to escape this dark hour was available to Him. But Jesus would not come down--He could not come down. Love held Him to the cross.
- Following Jesus, means following the way of the cross. If we are to call ourselves Christians, will we be able to live a life of love like Jesus did? When Jesus went to the cross, He suffered, but he went to it in joy. Is there self denial in our lives? When there is something we really don't want to do, do we still do it for God? Are we sacrificing anything for Jesus? When there is a sacrifice, we need the grace. May us receive the grace of God, so that we may empty the grace for others around!
camera dysfunction
and yesterday friend told me there was a new shopping centre opposite bugis, directly opposite fish n co. then i thought... isn't tt where qi2 hui4 (SWA) used to be? not like i go there anymore, but those years of visiting that place regularly were quite fond memories. geeky but fun. hehehe. just like in the comic qi2 ling2 wang2. woot~ BUT that's besides the point. the new shopping centre, whatever it is called (illuma? like illumina... hahaha) is not there lah. it's beside it. mum and i were still wondering what that new building was. ha! new shopping mall! quite big... and spacious.. nice.. but alot of shops not open. and a little bit waste of space. but it's nice having new shopping malls around. i like! hehe. can't wait for orchard central and ion to open later this year. cannot afford to buy also will be nice walking around window shopping~
despite sleeping late, my body clock made me wake up so early this morning. bleah. but good as well, coz i got to talk to my dad! and complain to him about the loss of a very important gym! that's one thing i dislike abt the management. always make funny decision without asking for the opinions of the end users. why guess everything, when they can just open their mouths and ask? survey very hard to do meh? i hope something gets done about it. brenner is a good choice! oh please... may Synapse be revived... >.<
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Divas
Monday, April 6, 2009
April Fool's, Arzhou's bdae, and a farewell
My favourite chestnutties. 3 years on, and i still think they rock. ^_^

The next top model and the sexiest man alive! (ok, runner-up)




What the?!?!!? All cut up and one tiny plate of it left!! hahahahahha tt was like the greatest joke of the day. We were having choc fondue (with fruits and cakes) before tt, so the waiter had thought we wanted more cake! The waiter was so embarrassed... hehehe
So here's Arzhou, with his real bdae cake, and the 3 gals. A picture to bless him with luck to find a rich gal in connecticut. hehehe. Arzhou jiayou!! =)

It may be another year before we meet again, given that arzhou's away across the globe. so sad. There goes my Fish&Co/clementi/sexy buddy. XD Take care dude~~
too lazy for pictures...
so we ate from 630pm all the way til the restaurant was ready to close. whoaaahaha. too bad for their business to have customers like us. Since the weather was good, we went up to the helipad. ah... yes, the weather was good. no stars, but no rain. haha.... the last time elly and i wanted to a make a trip up there, it poured til we were drenched. bleah.
more buffets coming up! but in the meanwhile... time for my tummy to rest. =)
Monday, March 30, 2009
Penang Laksa...
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thank God
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
more photos! =)
Monday, March 23, 2009
Certified!! =)
Actually, it started only with ks and i wanting to learn diving. ql offered to get us in contact with marcus, and she promised to follow. i didn't know that i'd end up learning with 4 other people, who were from TH too! that made it all so fun. The long F1 race to Mersing, the ferry trip with cockroaches, the motion sickness on the dive boat, the splitting of work while doing the exam coz we wanted to sleep earlier.. =)
Let's see what i sighted on my first dive trip: lots of corals and fish! starfish, trigger fish, moray eel, blue-spotted ray, turtle, cuttlefish.. and i got to play with nemo! =P pity i didn't get to see the dolphins, the sharks, the sea slugs and the cuttlefish mating! but i'm satisfied already. so many more trips to come, i will definitely see them once! hehe. So when's the next trip? anyone? ^_^
bah. used my cam for only 1 photo during the trip, coz there were many avid photographers there. save the trouble =) so here're just a few from facebook...







