Sunday, September 30, 2007

First Generation

That's one of the public artworks done by Fah Cheong. ^_^

music or books?

Wyee dajie posed a question one day, “If you had to choose between the 2, would you give up music or books?” It was a no-brainer for me, but I discovered that majority chose the other. I cannot live without music. I listen to music when I’m happy, when I’m sad, when I’m lonely, when I’m with friends, when I’m bored, when I’m stressed, when I’m relaxing.. music is my life~

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During lunch at the market today, reb's daddy kept loitering around our table, chit chatting and talking about various things. He even insisted on buying us bazhang even after we'd had our lunch. We all came to the conclusion that he misses reb (who's away in London for 3 months for training), and thus needs to shower his love on someone else - us.

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Friday, September 28, 2007

Illusion of That Shrinking Feeling

Was doing some research on the brain, when i came across this. So fun! haha.

The researchers, led by Dr. H. Henrik Ehrsson of University College London, fooled 17 people into feeling as if they were getting skinnier by outfitting them with gadgets that stimulated a tendon in each wrist to create the false sensation that both hands were moving inward.

The subjects wore blindfolds and placed their hands at their waists, and then the stimulators were turned on, while an M.R.I. scanner measured activity in different parts of the brain. For the subjects, the feeling that their wrists were flexing inward was so powerful that they felt their waists had to be getting smaller.

Dr. Ehrsson said he had tried the tricks on himself.
"It's a very funny sensation," he said. "The nose is my favorite. It really feels like your nose is getting longer. You start giggling."

The first time people feel the illusions, "they're very surprised and shocked," Dr. Ehrsson said.

"The illusion happens as a result of a conflict between senses," Dr. Ehrsson said, explaining that the wrists feel as if they are moving, but the palms of the hands, resting against the waist, do not. "The brain has to interpret the conflicting sensory information. The brain hates ambiguity. It always tries to come up with an explanation."

"It's a little bit of a forgotten sense," he said. "We know about touch, pain and position, but the sense of size of body parts has been a mystery. There are no receptors in skin or muscle that tell the brain the size of body parts, so the brain has to figure it out by comparing signals."

He said the research might shed light on anorexia, in which people can be wasting away, and yet still see themselves as fat. Shown body images on a screen and asked to adjust them to match their own size, people with anorexia often overestimate and create images that are way too large.
"They seem to have a perception deficit," Dr. Ehrsson said. "We don't know if it's the cause of anorexia, probably not, but it's clearly part of the problem."

Dr. Ehrsson's finding was not surprising, since other studies had shown that people with brain injuries in that area had sensations suggesting that the sizes and shapes of parts of their bodies had changed.
Also, in rare cases, people with migraine headaches suffer from the "Alice in Wonderland syndrome," in which they feel as if parts of their bodies are shrinking.

The full article is taken from the NY time here.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Life outside the lab

At first glance, it just seemed like my university days were just school, hall, lab and nothing else. Didn’t do anything for the country, didn’t achieve anything big, didn’t live a worthwhile 4 years. Even my lab also nothing to be proud of. But, as I sat there at my first sculpture meeting today, I realized, I actually did a lot outside my regular schoolwork.

My resume.. has an ultra long list of things I did in uni. From all the committees I was involved in hall (pageant comm, environmental comm, production comm, writing comm, block comm, orientation comm), to the sports I was involved in, to the committees I was involved outside hall (funkamania, some other nation-wide video/photography competition).. it was in uni that I tried out various ministries in church like chijmes/youth/thai too.. and there’s the wonderful exchange at Penn.. ivy league university wor! So I think.. maybe.. it wasn’t too un-eventful bah. Haha. Probably just my final year that I stopped all outside activities.. and that seemed to me an entire lifetime. Haha.

So what sculpture meeting was I at today? That’s my newest commitment. I, together with 4 other students from my school (ultra long name of NUS Graduate School for Integrative Sciences and Engineering) are gonna join the other 13 faculties in making a batch of 14 marble sculptures, that will be displayed in the new NUS Alumni House. Sculpture, means designing it and really chipping pieces off to make a sculpture lah! Haha. Sounds cool eh? My commitment for the next 4 months. ^_^ And of course, there’s a professional sculptor to guide us lah! It’s our alumnus, Fah Cheong. Today then I know that his art work is everywhere in Singapore.. the pieces in front of NUS cultural centre, some piece in Toa Payoh central, and the most popular one is the boys jumping into the water in front of Fullerton Hotel! That one I’m sure most pple have seen. Now I can proudly say I know the guy who made that! ^_^

Hotelreservations.com

This year seems like a "traveling year", where every single FSC member went on holiday. From Shanghai/ Beijing/ Chengdu/ Jiu Zai Gou in China, to Tibet, to Taiwan, Cambodia, Vietnam, Korea, and most recently Bintan. What a load! So amidst the hoo-ha and everyone leaving and returning with gifts and foods from everyone around the world, i sit here and surf (fine, i had my fair share of holiday.. but i miss it!).. Hotel Reservations. It is one of the more user-friendly travel websites, where it covers all services ranging from hotels, motels, flights, cars, to whole vacation packages.

I've checked out the airline prices at this webby.. compare compare.. since i had recently flown to quite a few countries AND booked these flights myself, i decided to check out the range of airlines this webby covers, and the price range it offers. (Well, being cheapo and more importantly POOR people, i just had to do this. compare and try to find the best deals.) I tried a whole range of countries, from various states in the United States, to Taipei, Shanghai (pudong), and even Tibet. The results from the search... showed that the range of airlines covered by this website, is comparable to many other travel websites. However, the price range is only average, being comparable to most websites, but not providing the best promotion rates.

Then.. there's the don't-bother-to-plan-your-holiday section... 'vacation packages'!! haha.. the easy way out eh. And i must say.. i was truly amazed at the wide range of holiday destinations these webby covers!! The whole list of cities/countries.. took me so long to scroll and decide what place i wanted to check out! And the hotel list given.. is as extensive as the country list! whoahaha... this is really quite good.. and it's ultra user friendly, with pictures of all hotels provided! i love it manz... it's really like a one-stop travel planner! With regards to the prices, they're quite normal. Nothing too exaggerating, but at the same time no ultra cheap prices that are too good to be true. But since the prices are average, and the hotel/country list is so extensive, i pretty much like this site now!! ^_^ Strongly recommended for anyone who's planning a holiday! ^_^ Doesn't matter which place you're heading to.. they have it! (At first i thought that the website would be more established for common travel destinations like US and Europe only.. but i discovered that it had some really exotic places.. more than 1410 destinations!)



Ah. so where should my next destination be? would it be Christmas in London? Or would it be my long-awaited Thailand trip after picking up Thai so many years ago? Or maybe.. just maybe.. something more exciting awaits me? ^_^

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Eye Candy or Eye Meat? XD

The MIT Media Lab's John Maeda lives at the intersection of technology and art -- a place that can get very complicated. Here, he talks about paring down to basics, and how he creates clean, elegant art, websites and web tools. In his book Laws of Simplicity, he offers 10 rules and 3 keys for simple living and working -- but in this talk, he boils it down to one simply delightful way to be.

Monday, September 24, 2007

gifts that make me happy

Little things that people give, out of no apparent reason, make you happiest. Just because, we’re friends.

Something from Shireen, whom I’d heard of for a month before I met her in person. Friends for 2 weeks before she left for Cambridge. It’s now on my lappy.. I see it whenever I use my laptop..

I place this on my desk, and it’s the first thing that greets me every morning when I awake. My own smile makes me smile. HAHA

achievements

After looking at my friend’s list of achievements in his life, I realized that I didn’t lose too much to him. But.. somehow.. he seemed much more achieved in life. Why? I realized.. in the first 20 years of my life, I took part in more things and achieved more. I excelled in everything—琴棋书画— the equivalent of everything that an educated Chinese child should know. However, 小时了了,大未必佳 (to excel as a child doesn’t mean one would be as great in later years). Indeed, ever since I entered university, everything stopped. All my performances/competitions stopped the very moment I stepped into NUS as a student. I quit everything when I was at my peak. I stopped playing the piano right after I passed Grade 8. I quit playing Go/Weiqi right after I returned from my first international competition in Thailand. I stopped dancing after winning countless trophies (and $$). I stopped drawing after I won the silver and bronze medals in international competitions. Even Olympiads and other international competitions in Maths/Science found their way out of my life as I grew older. Countless talents, countless achievements.. but those are part of the past. 20 years of glorious past, 20 years of limelight. Rather short, given that I will probably live much longer than that. Oh well, instead of wondering why I gave up all those at that time, I’ve decided that.. I’m happy where I am now. Being a normal person.. I do miss the adrenaline rush of competitions, and the limelight of performing on stage at times. But at least, I’ve experienced all those before. Nothing lasts forever. Nothing is eternal. The only exception is God’s love. ^_^

missing it...

2 years after i last met a friend, he suddenly appeared on the news, and facebook suddenly found him, thus i revisited his webpage. It's so nicely done up now. plus, there's a blog on his new life at Stanford. It totally reflected the life i had early last year. Miss the university life in US. haiz.

where’s the problem?

Yet another one. Through the years, multiple people have complained to me (directly or indirectly) about our problem. It’s prominent, it’s there, it’s never left us. But.. what can we do about it? We learn from it, we try our best to improve. But, we’re still humans. We can never be perfect, no matter how much we strive to be. Yes, I admit, maybe we didn’t try hard enough, thus there’s still a lot of room for improvement. And because of this, we did not lose just 1 friend, but more. So what should we do now, what do we need to do, so that this will not happen again? And.. is it just my thinking, or does this seem to always happen to someone around me?

Sigh. Can someone do something about this? Coz I really dunno what to do…

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Winterfest in Knoxville, TN

Really nice video.. just need 5 minutes of your time.. thanks weilin for sharing this with me ^_^

Friday, September 21, 2007

in remembrance of tibet

i hang this on my hp, an accessory from tibet.. something to remind me every moment of the day, how simple life can be..

Chestnutties Foursome

Yeah, tt’s how cat called us. Our new name. Only 4 of us left. But I really enjoy meeting up with them every once in a while, and I’m sure they feel the same too! Arzhou, Pacey, Cat and I. Maybe cat’s right. We can do this regularly (lunch together). Have Vietnamese food often enough before pacey graduates and COOKS US A BIG MEAL!!!! ^_^

(yay~~ I’m the first to blog about this. Lalalala~)

Thursday, September 20, 2007

distance

From 7pm channel 8 show today..

“the most heartbreaking distance, is when 2 people from 2 entirely different worlds come together, grow closer, fall in love, but end up returning to their 2 respective worlds, as far as before”

How true.

Monday, September 17, 2007

Love Song...

Was watching the 7pm channel 8 today, when i heard a familiar song..

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You

The male lead was playing this song on the piano, and singing it for the female lead. Wonderful love song indeed.. but i wonder who placed it there? The TV producer?

It's only when we listen to the other half of the song, that we know who this song was really written for..

Your mercy flows like a river wide
And healing comes from Your hands
Suffering children are safe in Your arms
There is none like You

written by Lenny LeBlane

Saturday, September 15, 2007

News-worthy friends

I got a huge shock when I saw the advert in Straits Times today. It said that this guy, Lo Min Ming, was featured in Zaobao today. This guy is someone I knew from sec school, and even went overseas together for competition 6 years ago. A couple of years ago, we met again and he told me he’d just completed his poly education, and had been offered a scholarship to Stanford U after he finishes his NS. I didn’t know that this would make the news 2 years later, after he’d served his NS! Haha.. how would I have known that my friend’s life would be so news-worthy?! Told JQ about it.. she blamed me for not telling her earlier, if not she could have been the one who took up the job of interviewing him! Haha.. maybe now I should open my eyes wider to notice who around me has lives that are news-worthy..

FEH-llowship

Somehow, everytime fewer of us Footprints meet up, we end up having such a good time. I really wish more pple would be able to benefit from such wonderful time together, time spent bonding, time spent sharing.. (and time gaining weight. Share the fats lah! Haha) Really thank yiwen, Stacey, vivi and pbgb for the time and effort. Had a really nice chat together while doing up the board! Looking forward to more such Saturdays spent together ^_^

Friday, September 14, 2007

Al-Hamra

Al-Hamra is a Lebanese, Middle Eastern Restaurant situated along Lorong Mambong in Holland Village (the stretch with Wala wala, NYDC ). We went there to celebrate Min-tea's birthday, and were given a special offer of paying the set-lunch price, but getting a sort of ala carte serving of various dishes to share and try amongst all of us! It was cool...

The appetizers.. so many types! Most of us still liked the humus most.. ^_^


The main course. With lamb chop, chicken kebab and all sorts of other meat.. it all tasted SO GOOD! Totally worth it.. $20 for the entire set of appetizers, main course, drinks and dessert!


Only thing i didn't like, was that the food was a wee bit too salty. Not noticeable while eating (as the wonderful taste of the food simply distracted us), but we were all gulping down water my the litre the rest of the day! haha..

I signed up for PPP!

It's been a couple of months since i've signed up for this.. PayPerPost (aka PPP) thingie. Not like i'm a hardcore poster like some others.. (who thus end up earning thousands of dollars, literally, each month.. i bet they take this as a professional career!) Instead, i only blog about certain things that happen to interest me.. henceforth.. i get only enough $$ for tea from my blog posts. haha. well, tea isn't that cheap where i work! Each drink can cost 3-4 times more than some other places! So don't undermine my "coffee money" yeah. haha. But the interesting thing is, though i am asked to post blog ads about various places, i noticed a trend in my posts... i tend ot post about holiday destinations and things related to traveling!! and in the process, i discovered i've learnt much more than i've contributed! Now that i've got more knowledge about some online webbies on booking airflights, hotels etc, i'm all ready to travel! All thanks to PayPerPost! ^_^

Monday, September 10, 2007

iSight

iSight's really cool. Like neoprint machine! But i shan't make it an excuse to want to buy a mac. No, i won't.

We think.. (pencil function)

AH HAH!

Return of the Gal Band!!

There're so many functions. Here're a few. I'm lazy to upload more.. like the 'glow', the 'x-ray', the 'comic book', the 'thermal' etcetc


Sunday, September 9, 2007

reaching out to the unreached

Today’s sermon was on evangelizing to the people who have never ever heard of the Word in their entire life. Majority of these people reside in the 10-40 window, which means between latitudes 10 and 40. Suddenly, I thought of someone from this group that I could have spoken to. I had made a friend with someone whom I doubt has ever heard of the Word. And amongst this group of people, it is probably very rare to meet someone without a language barrier, which was what happened in my case. I was really looking forward to making a good friend, but I must admit that at that point of time, I didn’t think of evangelizing to him. I wish I did, for I had ample chances if only I had noticed them. It’s such a great pity that we’ve gone our separate ways without me able to make this encounter a more meaningful one. I hope that the next time I have such an opportunity again, I will make full use of it. ^_^

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Donut Factory

My sis brought back donuts from donut factory last night. That's my first time having donuts from there. On normal days, this would probably have made me ultra excited.. but she was so late.. that my mum actually came to tell me "hey, your sis is coming back with donuts from donut factory. you cannot sleep until she comes home" Oh well.. so i stayed up just to eat the donuts. They were really great, i must admit. Just that, being way past my new bedtime of 11pm (hey! i have to wake up at 750am ok), that was all i remembered of the donuts. haha. I guess sleep is more important than food then! ^_^

Monday, September 3, 2007

What Mary Didn't Know

Well.. I must admit that my class is quite interesting, but at the same time it's really confusing! Here's a short excerpt of the readings we have, and the kind of discussions we do..

What Mary Didn't Know.** Mary is confined to a black-and-white room, is educated through black-and-white books and through lectures relayed on black-and white television. In this way she learns everything there is to know about the physical nature of the world. She knows all the physical facts about us and our enviroment, in a wide sense of 'physical' which includes everything in completed physics, chemistry, and neurophysiology, and all there is to know about the causal and relational facts consequent upon all this, including of course functional roles. If physicalism is true, she knows all there is to know. For to suppose otherwise is to suppose that there is more to know than every physical fact, and that is what physicalism denies.

Physicalism is not the noncontroversial thesis that the actual world is largely physical, but the challenging thesis that it is entirely physical. This is why physicalists must hold that complete physical knowledge is complete knowledge simpliciter. For suppose it is not complete: then our world must differ from a world, W(P), for which it is complete, and the difference must be in nonphysical facts: for our world and W(P) agree in all matters physical. Hence, physicalism would be false at our world [though contingently so, for it would be true at W(P)].1

It seems, however, that Mary does not know all there is to know. For when she is let out of the black-and-white room or given a color television, she will learn what it is like to see something red, say. This is rightly described as learning--she will not say "ho, hum." Hence, physicalism is false. This is the knowledge argument against physicalism in one of its manifestations.2

**[ Excerpt from Frank Jackson's, "What Mary Didn't Know", in The Journal of Philosophy LXXXIII, 5 (May 1986):291-95.]

Dick Lee!!!~

Chanced upon all these.. really funny!! hee~

Dick Lee changes lyrics to "Count on Me Singapore", the song he penned himself



It's abit old.. but this is really really funny! From 30th anniversary concert Dec2004..

Do things in Parallel

My HYP supervisor came over to have a chat with me today. She first asked me about my phD program, what I have to do.. then it led on to this:

A: You must do a lot of things in parallel during your phD.

Me: Yeah, I need to go to school, I have a project to complete at the lab, I have to teach..

A: Yes. But this is not the most important. There’s still one more thing

Me: ??

A: You need to find the right guy.

Me: !!??!

A: Really. You have to grab hold of your youth. Don’t miss the chance!

Me: Ok…

A: Look at XXX and YYY. They’re such wonderful ladies. They’re smart, diligent, beautiful, polite, kind…

Me: Yeah, definitely

A: And they’re interesting women. Right?

Me: Yeah!

A: Look at them. They’re doing so well in their careers. But.. they’re so lonely.

Me: oh…

A: They’re not bad people. They’re very good catches. Just that they missed the important period. Do you get what I mean?

Me: Yeah..

A: Men like young women. You have to grab your chance. So you have to do things in parallel! You have to find the right partner before you graduate!

Me: Oh.. ok..

Of course, the conversation didn’t go exactly like this. This is my own interpretation of the Russian-accented-conversation we had. Hehe. But it was really funny. How instead of my parents, my supervisor is the one who came to me and talked to me about finding life partners first. Haha. Of course, I took the opportunity to ask her how she met her husband. Oooh… how sweet. ^_^

Tears that came too late

Fangers asked me if I cried during the show. Coz apparently bong did. Then I remembered I did. But not because I was touched by the show, but simply because the issue brought up in the show, reminded me of some other things. The issue of daring to pursue dreams, daring to try their best to overcome all obstacles just to live their dream.

It was all indeed reflective of my life. This musical is about pursuing dreams. But I, being a cowardly girl, dare only to pursue dreams that are stereotyped in this society. My scientist dreams, I pursue. But other than that, I didn’t dare to pursue love that is totally outside of this world. I wish I could defy everything and live for myself, like that in the movies. Maybe if I weren’t brought up in an oriental society, I might give up everything just for my dreams. But that’s how life is. This is my life. This I how I have been taught to live it. I also didn’t bother to continue a lot of my classes. I really regret not dancing, not drawing, not playing the piano more last time. Then maybe I could be doing fun things like performing in musicals like this too. I miss performing on stage. Too late. Everything’s too late now. I have only 1 dream left to pursue. This is all I have left now. The lab is my life.

Of course, I didn’t think so much during the show. I guess it was just the sudden flashback of a memory this morning, plus the uncanny resemblance of george (lips, eyes, jawline, skin color, muscle lines..) that pieced everything together, and I wished I had dared to pursue that one dream. It’s a regret, but I know that even now, if I were given the chance to make the choice again, I would still not dare to do it. Just that, instead of running away immediately, I would face it and reject it. I hate it when people leave without giving an answer. I felt so bad for doing so.. but I wasn’t given a second chance to give a reply..

Sunday, September 2, 2007

If there’re Seasons..

天冷就回来.. by Theatre Practice. that’s the musical I watched today. I’m so glad Wyee dajie (who’s playing in the orchestra for this musical) invited fangers, bong and I to watch (with the best seats too). It’s so worth it! It’s a musical inspired by popular hits of songwriter Liang Wenfu, written by HongKong playright Raymond To, and starring George Chan, Sebastian Tan, Joanna Dong, Magdalene See..


I must admit, I only knew George Chan as a choreographer who was a judge at Singapore’s Dance Floor. Hence, I didn’t know what to expect from this musical, besides the familiar songs by Liang Wenfu, as well as some dances by George. During the earlier part of the musical, I kept watching out for his body movements, trying to see how a famous choreographer like him would dance. I was kind of disappointed to see, that he didn’t have many dance parts, and didn’t even dance in the pub scene! The only times I saw him move around abit.. he looked abit stiff. Haha. Think it’s his role. Or maybe too muscular.. dunno.. haha.. guess I couldn’t help noticing that, coz Wyee kept pointing it out to me when she went for rehearsals. LOL. Well, I must say tho, that though I didn’t catch George dancing much in the show, his body movements were like sooo perfect.. sharp, concise, perfect timing. And because he usually dances as a group, it was easy to compare. Dancing aside, he moves like a professional would in a musical. (well, he IS a pro. Haha) Now I really am convinced of how talented this guy is.



(indeed, it’s his character that forbade him to dance. 'they won't let me dance. My character is pretty stiff, so I'm not allowed to gyrate my hips. I have to look like I cannot dance.' Read more here)




What caught me by surprise, was that George Chan’s Chinese is fantastic! I mean, I’ve only heard him speak English in a very ang-moh-ish way, so I didn’t expect him to speak Mandarin without any ang-moh-ish accent! And… I didn’t know he could sing THAT well!! Whoaa.. totally impressive.. not just because I didn’t expect it, but his vocals are really good!! Listen til the oil leaks out of the ear, as the Chinese description goes.




Ah! And I found out later from Wyee that George cried during the show we watched (which was the finale), and he didn’t the in rest! I’m so honored!! LOL



That's him. He starred in broadway musicals like Chicago and Miss Saigon in London lah!! impressed.


All in all, I had a really wonderful time today. Looking forward to more of such events!! ^_^