huge blessing

to be able to take just 2 steps to drop by and say hello, just because i feel like it.

may this continue forever.

to do it or not to do it?

I really don't know. so fickleminded. should i really give it up? just like that? i don't have that much time to think anymore. I am so tempted to just give up. But, deep in my heart, i just do not bear to let it go just like that..

howhowhow????????????? oh Lord grant me wisdom, that I may make the right decision..

my 1st bdae cake this year ^_^

YUMMY! great recommendation (top one). rive gauche cakes are gooooooooooooooooooooooood~

A father's love

and one of the countless features of the father and son team hoyt

A brand new chapter, starts when i return from "come-some-honeydew"!!

better 1-year late than never!

Thank you for your encouragement, that I finally brought up the matter yesterday. A whole year of delay, 4months of full-time energy and effort that was suddenly transfered to someone else without me being able to do anything. Or rather, i didn't dare. haiz. Nonetheless, at least now i stood up for myself, i took my stand, and i started all over again. No more dependence on that lost support. No use crying over stolen milk. Coz i was there when it was stolen, but i kept mum about it. A year of energy, a year of precious time, the price i had to pay for being a weakling. But i've learnt, albeit the hard way. Thank you for the great advice, the strong encouragement, the unwielding support the past week, as i worked for this. I hope it is something good. And i hope it is a blessing in disguise, and the year is ultimately not wasted. hehe :)

If only he hadn't left..

Life wouldn't be so difficult now.

XB to the rescue!!

Went out as a lab in search for icecream to eat, and we had to drop by 4 cafes/restaurants in 3 different locations before we got any reply other than "no, it's sold out". Hence, we kinda ended late. After most other shops had closed.

I was walking behind the train station, and there were a few gangster-like pple sitting around. Beyond them, were a couple of guys standing around, seemingly waiting for someone. As i walked past them, i noticed one of the 'waiting' guys started walking towards me. Thinking he was just bored of standing around, i ignored him. But he came uncomfortably close, and he was looking straight at me. Abit scared, i started walking in a different direction, and he followed! freaky! i started walking faster in the direction of the other 'waiting' guy, who seemed much less suspicious. And xb's timing was just so perfect. She arrived just when i was so scared!! ^_^ so thankful for the presence of xb. hee~